oops. it has been more than a month since i update my blog. too lazy to type. this is going to be a lengthy post ya. LOL.
me EDD change to 21march liao. so im considered 8 months pregnant. THAT'S FAST!! suddenly from 6 weeks to 8 months. woohoo. if u ever bump onto me on e street, u will see my bulging tummy, my swollen legs and my round round face. i've gain 1 kg in one month which is v GOOD!! compared to 6kg a month. put on too much weight later hard to shed wors. gynae say bb isnt too big yet. appointment has change to 2week once. which means got to spend more money on checkups. SIGH. gynae asked me to have more rest. dun stress myself too much. so i have been sleeping more than 12 hrs everyday.
i miss 2nd trimester period. where i got lotsa energy and i look more radiant. third trimester is horrible!! stretchmarks appearing!!! omg. my big hips, swollen legs and BACKACHES! women are brave creatures. imagine we suffered through morning sickness and 10 months of hormonal changes. N LABOUR PAINS! oh ya. my dear serene yow showed me e video on birthing. until today, i still cant forget e scene where e doctor CUT e vagina. in medical terms it is called epistomy. OMG! i really dread being cut. sigh.
money money. everything now need $$$. hubby's burden getting heavier n heavier liao. have to prepare 1-2k for delivery. buy bb cot and bb items need around 1k. bb full month also need money. my checkup also $$$. i eat also $$$. confinement herbs also need $$$. summore im not working le. got to save n save. not like last time can shop like nobody business. anyway, it is worth it when i feel bb kicks inside me. so if anyone wan those free and easy lifestyle i reckon u to use safety precautions. LOL.
these few days went out to shop abit for cny clothes. i going to get a few piece only. cos it will only last me for a month. bought 2 tops at theyme maternity. nxt post den upload e pics. bought some avent bottles also. got to prepare for bb arrival!! im going to invest in a pair of comfy slipper. slip resistant de. cos i nearly slip n fall at suntec which frightens me.
went to visit my dear ONG HUIYU that day. she is still as busy as before. LOL. n congrats to her!! i still remember during sec scl days. we girls walk through so much relationship prbs. we grow as we fall. until today we strive out like young adults. each and everyone of us have their own aims to achieve. the road is still long, n i hope all of us will be happy!
i was lying on bed and thinking about my secondary scl time where we buy bread n milo in e morning, we skip class etc etc. my aim at that time was to work and have lots n lots of money. i wanted to get married around 20+.however life is full of changes, we cant predict what will happen tml. i shotgun at e age of 17. but i feel that im happier than those times where i was slogging at work and spending money like there is no tomorrow. hubby and my income in e past add up to 4k a month. but we aint as happy as now despite e reduce in income. we can barely make ends meet due to e amt of money we have to prepare for our new family member. but he dotes on me more than last time. maybe one day u would wan to sit down n think which kind of life u will feel happier with. nothing is perfect in this world. if u wan something u will have to sacrifice another.
right now i just wan to be a good mother and nuture my child. studies wise i will push further. this is not e best choice but i believe money is not as impt as family.
okie. enough of those sentimental thoughts. butter has a smelly ass which is so unbearable. there is some liquid coming out also. EEEK. after checking on e internet. we found out that this is v common for dogs esp small breed. it is call anal sac or smth lidat. we just have to push e liquid out of his ass by using our fingers to massage e area just below his ass. this was done by my brave hubby who nearly vomited. e liquid is really fcking smelly. it can be e smelliest thing on earth which i ever smell.
will be going down pasar malam n walk walk later. nxt appt is 1feb!! can't wait to see my bb!!
