五年前的我们,五年后的我们

五年前的我们,五年后的我们

Thursday, November 11, 2010

TGIF

again. fucking tired.

how come things are not going smoothly!! i guess this is the path when you are doing business. tend to be unlucky at times when things start to screw up.

"there are damn lots of huge obstacle when we just carved out. what's this man!" I consoled myself.

sometimes i wished the money can drop from the sky. and i can enjoy myself to the max.

but i know, i need to work hard, to get out of poverty. which means, having only maggi or 2 fucking bucks for the whole family meal. buying milkpowder when it is just the last feed left. searching all over the house to look for any diapers. drooling saliva when passing by restuarants.

but Ironically, those times were kind of happier. at least over a special event when we get to dine at a restuarant. but of course, who would want those life where you are busying where is your next meal going to be.

because ive been through it, now my aim is to earn big bucks. retire and roam the world by the age of 45.

i think its better for me to blog in da middle of night. while blogging, there are countless phone calls and sms disrupting.

To be continued...

Signing off
with love
3.43pm

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

TIRED

im damn tired. need a break seriously

if only i can go overseas and relax on a holiday for a few days.

I would prefer BKK, phuket or redang.

i feel like going to a spa, looking at the sea, drinking coconut and most imptly, off my fucking phone which is ringing not stop everyday.

Signing off
Lina
354am

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Sleepless night

Lying on the bed, can't get to sleep. Thinking blogging might be a good way to send me off to dreamland.

Hubby sis is pregnant and getting married soon. I was recalling the day when I know Im having Adriel, it struck me hard as though there is no tmr.

Anyway I'm happy for her and her baby, especially when there are dozens of people worrying and preparing her marriage. Thinking back, I was frantically preparing my Big Day when I was just 17. Thats th diff when u are getting a son in law or daughter in law Checking all over the net to do everything wasn't an easy task too. Hubby was working all day and night to earn money. I knew he was the man Im looking for.

However, good things don't always come in pair. I still remember how people dress as though they are going to coffeeshop on my solemnisation day. Shows that you don't give a bloody damn. Whatever. Maybe you would say I'm thankful to have you all as my witnesses to my solemnisation with fake smile. Sorry I don't. And I seriously think you should look how stupid you are. Look down on us and I don't give a damn.

Imagine if your daughter were to be look down on now? Saying that guy's family doesn't want too many people to know about the marriage? How funny is that huh. Nonetheless, I still respect them as my elders. Just feel like ranting my thoughts since my blog is very unknown.

I'm thankful to my Hubby for giving me such a wonderful family.
I'm thankful to my sistas who support me and present on my day.
I'm thankful to the hubby's bro who borrow the car and drive us there.
I'm thankful to the photographer who took down the beautiful moments
I'm thankful to everyone who came with their blessings.

I'm thankful that I have you as my Hubby.


Work is still forever so hectic.

Got our new car already!! Everytime I see the car I know, it's time to move further up. Even if we drop one day, I know we will climb higher, steadier the 2nd time.

My TP will be on 29jan. Switch to school already. It's cheaper since I need only 8 lesson to TP. And i can roam around freely in the circuit! Which is a killer.

Ok. Got to sleep now.

Signing off at 351am.










Thursday, September 23, 2010

LALALA

Driving lesson today again. was pouring and i overslept can!! Instructor was waiting below my block for half an hr. i woke up when he called me saying he will be coming though. nice sleep, but not enough. haha.

Employment agent came my hse and settle some stuff. some subcon came to collect cheque from me too.

Had a long chat with my dear sista, SERENE YOW. on msn. good laugh man. she said her face is expanding horizontally. burst into laughter!

Hubby is sleeping. seems like he is tired back from work. project got to rush, poor thing. Ordered Nonya Delivery, takes them 2 hrs!! kns. im still waiting for it to arrive.

Hubby ask me to call for tingkat catering. my mum doesnt cook, so eating out everyday is killing us on the mind! thinking of what and where to eat practically everyday! going for the trial at neogarden for about 100bucks for 10D. if ok, will be taking monthly 3dishes+1soup for 3pax. which my kids can eat too. dont have to think of what to eat alr!! only weekends then eat out ah.

My phone keeps jamming. wtf. i think i need to change phone alr.

Tomorrow might be meeting serene for brunch. i scared i cannot wake up leh!! haha. but definitely going to rebond my hair at bugis. I need some maintainence for my hair. CUI TTM!

Beldon is with my neighbour and adriel is sleeping. i guess its time for my nap also!

Signing off,
Lina
8.02pm

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Mid Autumn Festival

Today is the lantern festival!!

its a super duper boring night anyway.

Woke up at 8 despite the short hours of sleep. reach hillview at 9am.

went back home after work is done and did some arrangement of jobs and phone calls before off to nap. woke up in the afternoon and went to guan yin temple to pray for an amulet for my TP day.

back home aftermath.

7pm another customer again. Went back home fetch 2 little boys and off we go to in-law place. Ate dinner, watch tv and back home.

Ends my boring day.

Had an arguement with hubby over a fucking pacifier. dont know how come i lost control of my temper. knn. doesnt look like me though. i think it is PMS. every few days of the month always like that. si beh sians. damn hot tempered throughout the whole day. keep feeling sleepy and tired and always hungry. FMLx10

Beldon is sitting on my lappy now while blogging. haha.

If hubby were to read my blog. I hope he understand my PMS though. give way to me for that mere few days of the month la hur.

I start to love blogging again. its the time where i can voice out my sorrows, happiness and stress. The very little time of the day where my mind is recalling the past events and my thoughts.

anyway, that day mum told one of her close frens(husband and wife,which is also my "uncle,auntie") that we are going to get MB C180. Response was ' Giant those MB figurine har', LMAO. suprisingly, i wasnt angry or upset over the comment. its just that i think the reply can be phrase better.

i dont care what people is going to say or comment (Im sure there is alot). As long as im happy with my life:)

My philosophy of life: Today, you can be on Top of the World, Tomorrow you can be Upside Down.
Dont look down on others when they are in bad shape, neither can you think too highly of yourself when you have a little bit of acheivement. THE WORLD IS ROUND:)

Monday, September 20, 2010

Blogging thru phone

My first time blogging through iPhone:)) I guess more posts coming in in future.

Working at home now and having driving license at 4pm. Can't sleep yesterday night though. Some images and scenes keep repeating in my mind!! WTF. It shouldn't be so.

My mum is complaining again!! Of no freedom etc. Haiz. Because I'm having a lot of driving lesson lately. And she, on random, will need to go out do this do that. Argh!!

Hubby is out for work. And i'm gg to prepare myself for TP on 11/10. He said he will drive the car and wait for me at CDC. Lol! He doesn't have a license! He is mad. Anyway, I don't want to hold high hopes. I will tear if I fail then.

Ok. Off to work:)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

wooo

Cant get to sleep so decided to post about some recent happenings:)

was my bday few days back. was expecting a suprise gift from hubby but but but..... nvm, as long as he still loved me la. haha. went to PP sakae buffet and that ends 16/09. the next day was a friday, and woo... headdown to RCD. enjoyable night with a high-ness.

prvious fri was really drunk at dolly. i still can vaguely recall some of the happenings when we are about to head home. LOL. quite fun luh.

work is still the same. busy and phone-never-stop-ringing.

Saturday went to a techno-club-cum-liveband with hubby/mr z/ mr he / a few friends. cant belive it. TECHNO LEH! rarely seen nowadays. and what is more shocking is majority of the crowds are above 40yrs. and they dance like there is no tmr kind. SHOCK! drank until 2.30 when the club close, and we went to nearby coffeeshop and eat. and BEER again. omg, i was thinking its gonna be my doom day. luckily after maybe 2 glasses im still alright.

hubby bought a C180 on saturday. went down to MB showroom to see. think will be getting it 1st oct. im fucking stressed for TP on 11/10. cant imagine if i fail!! i was telling hubby that oncee i passed, i will grab the keys and off we go for rounding. wahahaha. if i fail, keep they keys for maybe another month loh. i know i will be a detest driver by all the road users. Im damn lousy in driving i admit. LOL. anyway 2 things i dont like about C180, door is damn fucking heavy, boot open will bounce up if you dun hold it steadily. what i love: the spacious and comfy seat. built-in bluetooth and reverse camera, etc. mr z test drive experience was a breeze though. was deciding between A4, IS250 too. A4 is too expensive IMHO. IS250 will kill on the road tax and insurance. looking at FE, C180 is a better choice.
Sat in my dream car. SLK! damn fucking shiok la. told hubby when my kids have all grown up, hopefully i can own a SLK.

next item to buy after license pass will be a baby car seat. do we really need that? LOL. i scared kena fine only.

adriel and beldon are doing great too. beldon is alr walking and "running". Adriel is mumbling alien words and can call 'daddy' 'mama'. gg to enrol him in kindergarden next yr alr.

yr end is coming very soon. i had a wonderful 2010. seems like it was 5yrs. damn long to me.

hope my dear hubby can get his PP done asap. feel like gg on holidays!!

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Monday, July 12, 2010

MBS

To any ghosts/souls around my pathetic blog,

previous post was not published, so it was dated 09/07.

Anyway, after my post, I get to go to Marina Bay Sands!!

LOL! I shall blog about my wonderful weekend.

Ratchada night on Friday night! Ok la, but i miss dolly more. Quite long since Ive been there though.

Saturday as usual, Hubby is at tattoo shop from afternoon. So bored to be there one full day, so decided to go there after enough rest. Reached in the evening and then realise I havent buy adriel and beldon's swimming costume for swimming day on Sunday!! Cab down to parkway parade alone and shopped alone. I walked all over PP to look for bubble bath requested by Mr Sherwin. From Bodyshop to crabtree, then to guardian and watson. Found it in one of those perfume and cosmetic shop at last. Bought an arena swim suit for beldon and thermal one for adriel. Wanted to buy one for myself but damn expensive. fck man.

Went back to find hubby and he finishes at 10pm. Went home, bathed and off we go to marinabaysands! It was really a grand place. Look for the others at 25th floor and realise there was fireworks on that day!! wtf. missed the view. Explored around the place and im totally in-loved with the bathtub and toilet. and not to forget the bathrobe. I LOVED BATHROBES! dunno why i feel so secured wearing it.

Hubby fell asleep on the super comfy bed and I was about to fall into deep sleep. Mr Zack came to the room and woke hubby up. Went down to the big open area with a big screen to watch world cup!! Germany VS Uraguay. Im always a Germany supporter since young. Was a super exciting match. Reached home at about 5 and then went to eat supper.

Btw, the room service in MBS is damn fucking expensive. how the hell did they came up with such exorbitant prices. With a $5 delivery charge summore. I found the most expensive roti prate in Spore. One Plain prata costs $16+$5+10%service charge and 7%gst = 20+

Sunday morning, met a customer to confirm a project at tile shop. Went home, prepare both kids for swimming day at MBS. Mr Zack, their dearest godfather fetch us at 3pm and off we go to MBS Sky pool!!

Adriel fell down while walking down the stairs to the baby pool and he frightened off. So, only beldon was in the waters. Brought him to jaccuzzi pool and he was amused by the massage effect. Initially wanted to send them home at night and back there to swim with hubby. But, mum is not free so too bad!

Went back to hotel and my 2 precious were playing with bubble bath inside the bathtub. Ate lunch and then beldon slept. Went shopping at the other side of MBS. didnt find anything i like though.

Brought them back at 10+ and place them with my mum and then went back again for 3D world cup experience at VIP lounge!!! tgt with Mr Zack, Mr He and hubby. got a pair of glasses and there were drinks, wine, beer, nachos, hot dogs, popcorn!! In the middle there is also chocolates and lays potato chips. Hubby gambled on that match so it was a damn exciting game. A few 3D effects i saw is the ball flying beside me and when they were doing the waves thing. But then, my eyes got super tired and head a bit giddy after watching for long. I was telling hubby if he won this match, i want him to book a room to watch the fireworks and also swim on the sky terrace. er ren shi jie for one night! He agreed and atlas he won the match!! not much but still, it was an agreement. straight after the match, we went down to VIP lounge to book a room on this coming saturday. im not 100% confirm if there is fireworks but i hope i wun be disappointed.

Reached home at 6+. supposed to meet a customer at 10 but im damn tired. Cancelled the appt and slept till 11+ today.

im very distracted because of the saturday er ren shi jie plan. hahaha. Ive planned all nicely out. we will swim and jacuzzi-ed and then buffet at RISE for dinner and then.... etc etc.. HAHAHA.

today is tuesday, counting down another 4more days. WOO!

Suddenly, i feel so loved by hubby.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

WOOSH!

Suddenly,



I have a urge to blog.



Funny eh. Perhaps I should squeeze half an hour every week to blog about my happenings. Because, I tried to recall past happenings and cant remember anything. LOL.



Beldon and adriel and doing fine. But somehow feel that I've neglected due to heavy work loads. Hubby is also dmn busy. Sorry my 2 precious! Mummy and Daddy got to work hard to buy a house for you!



Having driving lessons twice a week. I guess Im really slow in picking up driving. Nonethless, I will try my best.



Its going to be a Friday again!! WOOHOOO!! hope to have some fun after a week of hard work. Went to Cheng Huang Miao just now. Bought chicken, duck and offering items to celebrate the birthday of Cheng Huang.



Beldon's bdae is drawing near. and im not even halfway prepared. kns. hubby is going to kill me if i screw it up. am considering to get an ice cream cake or a choc fudge cake from royals. I can predict the tiredness on the day.



One very good news! Deep down inside my wardrobe, there is a jeans from Topshop where I bought it before my 2 kids. With serene at bugis if she remember. It was damn fucking small and i nv had the courage to try it after i had adriel. Finally, few days ago, i tried it. after zipping up, i HAPPILY DANCE AROUND THE HSE!! WAAHAHAHA. Although it is not so loose as before. but im still damn fucking happy.



Everyone is going to Marina Bay sands. Saw pictures all over facebook and I am going to get hubby to bring me there one day. maybe on my bdae i should ask him to book a hotel room with personal jaccuzzi or whatsoever. Still a long way man.



Inside my mind, I have so many goals which I want to reach. Will I reach it in like 5 yrs time? Hope so la. If the economy is still good.



Dated 09/07