My 1st operation

Decided to pen down my wisdom tooth operation experience:)

It all started with my lower left jaw having swollen gums and inflammation. After bearing for few days, I went to a dentist(phobia!!!) to have an XRay. And yes it is wisdom tooth growing in a wrong direction. Another good news is that it is super near the nerves and normal dentist can't get it done. I need to go to a specialist or hospital.

Decided to take out all 4 at once with GA.

Reached Alexandra hospital at 7.30am. Did some documentation procedure and head over to my ward. Changed to surgerygown, took out all jewellery and head to 3rd floor. Where the op theatre is.

The oral surgeon came explaining to me about all the risk and blah blah blah. Risk was 1percent. Meaning 99% safe. After that proceed to the op theatre and hubby went off. The Anaestetist came in as well. I was super nervous once I lie down on the operating bed. Total nurses about 10. 1 oral surgeon and 1 anaesthetist. How not to nervous!!

The anaesthetist then find my vein at hand to insert the needle with rubber tubing. Again, my phobia. Luckily he was v skillfully. I seriously don't feel any pain at all. By this time there are machines stickin on my chest area, hand and blood pressure monitoring.

He then took a super big syringe of white milky liquid and start to insert into my vein. The nurses told me she will later give me something to breathe in. Abt 30secs after the liquid was injected into me, the anaesthetist asked" do u feel sleepy?". I remembered my eyes was closing when I answered back "ya". And then straight away knock out.

When I woke up I am already at the recovery room. The nurse woke me up. And here my nightmare begins!!!!! My GA wears off totally!!! And I was in great great pain. My tears flowing and I can't talk. It feels like someone is taking a knife to cut my mouth. I used hand signal to let the nurse know that Im in pain. Anaesthetist then came back to inject me with dunno what and insert pill through behind.

I'm still in pain. Was being tortured for 20mins. Then they pushed me to my ward for me to rest. By then I felt much better. I was still on drip AT that time and my mouth was super numb. The feeling sucks to the core.

I slept on and off while waiting and nurses came to wash my mouth and change the gauze inside my mouth regularly.

About 1plus the oral surgeon came. He told me just now when the white milky substance was injected to me, my heartbeat race super fast!! To an extend it was a dangerous situation. They thought that I'm allergic to the drug and nearly wanted to call for emergency. Until I fell asleep and it went back to normal. It was just me nervous. Hahaha

He also mentioned that normally after GA the patient will not feel pain still. Normally will continue sleeping. I'm one of the rare one who experience severe pain once I woke up.

After that prepare for discharge le! Requested to bring home my wisdom tooth and packed my things. Bill came up
To 1.9k and they will send me a bill by 4 weeks time. Waited for Hubby till 3pm an he fetch me home.

Reach home eat medicine and off I went to bed. The medicine is super drowsy. After eating sure need to sleep.

Today is the 1st day after op. Woke up with a hamburger face and super pain mouth. Straight away eat medicine and now drowsily lying on bed. Yesterday ate few mouths of porridge, few mouths of meesua and half cup of ice Milo. Today dunno what to eat!!!

To be continued....

Friends

Again, this is a wordy post.

Some happenings between my sistas and I got known of it yesterday. I hope things doesnt sour anyone of our friendship:(

We are turning 21 this year and it isnt a short route to today. We pontang classes tgt, we have our reccess time tgt, we quarrel with people, we cry tgt, we go through ups and downs. No amount of money can buy us all these memories. Even until today I'm married, I still keep in mind that I have my sistas around me and the memories and happenings we had together. Of course, we dont spend so much time like before, but once we meet up, we dont feel stranger at all and yet pour out all our sorrows and happiness and GOSSIP! hahaha.

I dont feel like seeing out clique having short of anyone else. (though i always put aeroplane, my soul is still with u guys!) LOL. I only have sistas which is countable by 1 hand. I hope u guys treasure each other well too:)

Of course, Im in no position to comment about the issue happening now. But what i hope is seeing things like before. To my dear sister, S , whatever you do, you know i will respect you, but please open your eyes big big k? I guess you know what's happening now, its just that you are running away. But whatever it is, most imptly is that you are happy, good enough. its just plain advice on my part. Real sorry that I didnt have much time to talk or meet u as I really have busy work schedule. I do hope you take good cares of yourself.

Anyway, i hope all lovers in the world can you qing ren zhong chen quan shu.

Signing off,

Lina

Sigh..

Again. I only blog when I'm sad, angry or upset...

Let's talk about today. A fucking day I've been through.

Early morning, my mum scream at me the moment I open my eyes. How nice to begin the day with. Her normal days of going to temple is only on wed night, Lunar 14th and 30th. And today, being a thursday, she said she have to go and sign some documents. And that was like last minute notice when I'm having customers at 7pm. WTF!! Ok, I quarrelled with her and she insisted on her way. What to do? When she ask me "去找别人带啦！＂。I LAN LAN! Was very pissed off, and waiting for hubby to reach home and fetch me to golden mile, to meet a customer who is going to sign deal.

Was "welcomed" with a not-v-happy face of his. And along the journey, I was v upset, did not talk or say anything. I suppose he did not realize. Quite disappointed that he didn't realize I am very troubled and unhappy. At that moment, I felt so lonely.....

Upon reaching customer, I need to throw away all my emotions, put on a smiley face and act as if I'm v happy. Fuck it. It was a long discussion of 2 hrs. But still, my customer signed the deal. During the 2 hrs, Hubby went off to do some stuff and ask him to do something, kena fucked. 1 hr later, he called and ask me how long more I will take. I told him 30mis more. So he waited at the carpark for the last 30-45 mins. Kena F again. How great!!!!!!!

This time round, he is pissed off. Went to geylang eat handmade noodle for lunch at 3pm. Upon reaching, he sat down, took money from him ask him what he want to eat. I can't hear him due to the noisy surrounding and his soft voice. I said "huh?" Kena F attitude again.

5pm I have another customer. On the way going, keep calling and answering phone. When we are reaching desination, kena shout again.

Reach home, night time, I was on my com working, shouted and ask me to give Adriel and beldon eat Chinese medicine bought from Yu yan SENG. This time round, I SHOUTED back. Ok. Beggining of war. Given a man's fucking ego, this is sure to be a big fight. Indeed. It was.

I've told him, I shout at my mum, I kena F, I shout at him, kena F. Then who can I shout at!! All of u only know how to scold me. I cannot scold back, because I never scold back de. I mean humans have a level of tolerance. You all can't expect me to always swallowing down. At home, I need to 忍， outside customer I also need to 忍.. Find me a psycharist then!!!! I think I would need one. Very soon.

Anyway, I'm here lying on bed while he is sleeping. I know I got to apologize anyway. Sometimes I apologize doesn't mean I agree with you. But more to give and take, there ought to be someone giving in, if not how long will this cold war be? I believe alot of ppl disagree with my philosophy. But wait until u get married and then you will know how impt is ur family.

If I knew that by shouting a few words will cause such chaotic mess. I would hve swallow the words down.

Sometimes I find the poorer days have one kind of happiness which I miss now...

I feel like seeing a psycharist now... The stress is killing me.....

Hectic week...

I'm lying on the bed blogging. With the lights off and cooling aircon. Time now is 427am. And I need to wake up at 6.30am. Ah!!!!

It's going to be a very busy saturaday for me. Customers from 7am to 7pm. Without break time! Sunday got customer summore. Omg. This is killing me....

Anyway, it's good to have more work=more money. I'm turning 21 in just 6 more months. And I need to buy a house. How great!!!

Trip to Malaysia last month wasn't what I was anticipating all along. I was so eager for that short trip till I couldn't sleep the night before. The best things about the trip should be visiting ah gong, Going on a plane after donkey years and shopping in duty free shops in airport. Did I mention I bought 20pieces of SK2 mask at a freaking price of 190SGD?? OMG. I was damn happy. Back to Malaysia, Hubby and I was eating and eating evry day. The most boring thing is to wait for ppl to fetch us with car etc, it is not like sg where transport is so damn easy. And not to mention the law and order comparing to sg.

After staying at Malaysia for that 4nights, I really miss Singapore. On the 1st night, I miss my kids alr. And then it was so boring that I told Hubby we should have cut short our trip.

I feel that I am really an alien when comparing to Malaysia girls(I mean those who stay there for long). I waste food(just like serene), I hurl vulgarities and I smoke(just like Huiyu), I don't like to do housework (maybe like all of my sistas?), I drink. And I see alot of them are like so damn fucking good. I feel that I'm perfectly normal when comparing to my sistas. But over there, I feel like I'm out of place. Example, I was at coffeeshop, then I took out a ciggy to smoke, all the aunties were staring as if I got a shit on my head. I related the incident to hubby's cousin, and guess what. He said: " 女孩子抽烟一定很多人看的ma＂. I'm like WTF? In Singapore, you see all woman of diff levels smoking like crazy.

I told Hubby too, if Ahma ask me to do housework he will do. Hahahahaha. Say I'm pampered if u wan la, I don't give a damn. The reason is to enjoy myself and relax. Not go there to strress myself! Anyway, ahma asked Hubby whether I know how to cook. Hubby straight answer"she dunno how to cook!". Well done Hubby!! Haha.

One more thing, hubby's uncle said, elderly is always right. They are the 长辈so we must listen to them. I beg to differ. I must say that is not they are always right. But of course we have to respect them, not to the extend of following what exactly they say. Humans tend to make mistakes. So how do u say that he or she will be always right? I feel that the man there are more ego, maybe is because the education system or was it a tradition?? Hmmm...

If I'm god, I would have created all men without ego.

I conclude that I'm still suitable city lifestyle. Kill me if you want me to stay there.

Now I'm thinking of going to bkk. Jetstar Sale is here. And is freaking cheap. But Hubby don't seem to have the intention of going though. We shall see la. Because of the mal trip, I worked through the night for 3 days. If I'm gg to bkk, then I think I need to do that again!!!!

Ok. I'm going to sleep now.

Night peeps.

Signing off,
Lina
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