my blog is alive!!

my blog is alive again!!!!

so busy and lazy to update la. LOL. alot of things for me to blog. i shall just blog some of e memorable events!!

went to malaysia last week!!!! for one day only la. go there gai gai. brought adriel along too. this is adriel's first trip out of singapore. since singapore things are so expensive, i shall go JB and shop. LOL. brought a whole big bag of necessaties for adriel. kiasu parents! shall start my trip....

we left house about 1pm. took 966 to woodlands and change 950. lucky we took public transport cos custom jam like siao. reach JB around 3. when we step into JB. so many uncles asking us whether we want taxi anot. hubby say we could walk to times square den his cousin will fetch us from there. while walking we decided to eat bak kut teh in a small coffeeshop. we ordered bak kut teh, pig trotters with vinegar, two rice with two cups of barley. GUESS WAD!!! e total bill came up to 33RM!!! WTF. i know it is considered cheap in sg. but in malaysia leh!! kena hack la cos hubby nv ask for price before we settle down. no pics for this cos was busy feeding milk. LOL. nonetheless, e bak kut teh was FABULOUS!!

next station would be times square. e 1st thing i source for is shoes!!!!!!! cos malaysia shoes are comfortable and CHEAP!! saw one pair which i love it so much but dun have my size. RM 20 leh. cheap until lao sai!! went into a big department store which sell baby items. e baby clothes CHEAP and NICE!! bought a winne the pooh t shirt for adriel which cost me less than SGD4 and a set of bloster and pillow for 10+SGD. u know in sg these disney items can easily cost me $30-$50. i wanted to shop more but hubby;s cousin reach liao. so got to leave liao.

he drive us to eat A&W. which was of cos my suggestion. sad to say, im utterly disappointed with my experience there. e root beer float is without gas. e vanilla ice cream is too bland. e fries are too salty and most imptly.... there are so many BIG FAT FLIES flying around!!! OMG!!! e flies are really so much fatter than wad i see in sg. and there are damn freaking brave. u need to really hit them den they will fly away. imagine when we were eating they just fly around us like as if they are human being. WTF! im really glad that our MOH does our job.

just some photo to share in A&W

next we went to jusco. not much to buy over dere. i only bought a photo album and hubby bought an esprit tshirt for $17. oh ya. e mango jeans RM55 only leh!! too bad adriel was sleeping in e carrier n i was carrying so cant try. just shop and shop den off we went to pasar malam!!!

e pasar malam is super super long!! so many nice food to eat leh!!! we bought e duck wing and one dunno duck de wad thing. some titbits and my zui kueh!!!! we brought all these back to sg. actually cannot bring meat into sg de. but we need space for our seafood feast later on!! i can tell u e zui kueh is e best ive ever eat leh!!!!! cheap but super nice!! once u put into ur mouth it melt inside can! ru kou ji hua. not exaggerating but it is real!!

next would be seafood feast. took us about half an hr to drive there and e place is super ulu. e food is ok la. we ate crabs, prawns, gong gong and fried rice. 4 person's share n costs around 130RM. i love e place bcus it is like a kelong. means we are eating on e sea!! super nice ambience!!

and that ends e day. reach singapore v late lerr. around 12am liao. an enjoyable and fruitful trip! i will go back to times square again i swear!!

ok. let me share with u my first and only family photo!!

nice hor!! LOL.

got so much to blog but i need to rest liao. goodnite.

dyed hair

I DYED MY HAIR!!!

ur eyes are not playing tricks on you. YONG LI NA has FINALLY got rid of her DULL BLACK HAIR!!!

went to e salon today while hubby took care of adriel since he is not working. muahahaha. serene yow den called me n said she wanted to rebond her hair. VERY GOOD!!! den she can accompany me le. LOL. salon was crowded as usual and we went to have a drink 1st.

hubby den came with adriel n got his hair a proper cut cos e hairdresser at eunos is horrible.

went to shop shop den went home at night. i saw a pair of jeans from EDC nice nice leh!!! hubby say i look good in it. but it cost 129!!! WTH. he wanted to buy for me but i felt it was just a need not a want. yeah, im a mummy now and i need to think before i spent.

anyway, bought a thick hairband from diva. makes me look v decent can!! LOL

next post will talk about a china guy which serene told me about. im fuming mad at his 'speech' describing singapore women.



new hair colour!!

e dustbin is getting in e way.

it has been a long time since i zi lian.

my pimple is still there!! can see from e pictures im trying to hide la.


HUSBAND AND WIFE

NAKED ADRIEL!!!

booo

im so tired today... adriel wake up for milk every 4-5hrs yesterday night.

went to TM yesterday with hubby and adriel. all bcus of stupid butter who went to bite adriel's pacifier!!!! that's e second one she bite can!! den buy another one loh, cos my ears wun survive if i dont have pacifier.

im hesitating whether to buy UZAP anot. cos my butt n thigh like giant. im so so so depress everytime i look into e mirror. sigh.

i can foresee that my hubby will definitely spoil adriel in future. he is e angel and i will be e devil!!

today too tired to type. just some update of pictures.


yes i know e pimple is horrifying.
wanted to buy e cap for adriel but cost 9.90 leh. abit stupid.
adriel in e jumperoo. he enjoy it v v much!! too big n expensive to bring home. LOL.

bored..

its 2.04am now n i cant get to sleep. HOW???!!!!!

went to suntec/MSQ today AGAIN. hubby and i shop these 2 places without fail everyweek. got too many things to shop there la. LOL. finally found my mask selling at $1.95!!! fyi, this neutrogena mask original price is at 30+ for 5 sheets.

bought a few face products cos i dun wan to become huang lian po!! i hesitated for damn long before i get those facial products cos like v waste money leh. my face like so long nv been properly taken care of since i was pregnant, not to say after adriel was borned. where got time to 'bao yang'??? but now adriel has establish more or less a fixed routine, i can have some free time for myself. anyway, those 'bao yang ping' is really freaking EXPENSIVE can!! can easily go up to 100 or more for one essence. GOSH!

oh ya i got rid of my LA PI XIAO XING eyebrow!! hubby plucked for me. LOL.

nowadays so many pregnant ladies and babies around. n of cos formula milk price keep rising cos too many babies(breastfed babies excluded) Enfalac price rise from 33.80 to 37.40. thats a whooping 3.60 rise. nvm, i will be starting semi-solid on adriel when he reach 5 months plus. another 1 month to go.

ok la. just a short post. need to ZzzZz.

WoooOOOoo. i think my blog is so so so boring. so lengthy and 'wordy'. therefore i decided to add in some pictures.



WINNIE THE POOH!!!!! hubby love the playmat so much that he bought 3 sets. siao huh. but i also love it la!! cos it is POOHH!!!! FYI, pooh is the oldest character in disney. guess how old is he....


we dismantled the playpen liao. cos adriel is sleeping on his tummy and im afraid of SIDS so i rather let him sleep beside me.

see e banner!! DIY by my superman. and e thing attach to playpen i find it quite ugly after i look at this picture.
n dun be suprise by e boxes. cos i bought 3 boxes of pampers back cos got promotion. if i could carry i would buy more la. LOL!! oh ya. the white white paper is suppose to be winne the pooh poster!!!! going to put above e banner. YIPPEEE!!!

time for adriel's picture!!

MUMMY!! im not a girl!! dun make me wear scarf!!

saw e bathtub?? my lazy mummy left it there after she bathe me.

my daddy is trying to rape me!!!

london bridge is falling down*

sorry la. i know e captions abit stupid. but my 1st time leh. LOL. v good liao hor..

im back!!!

*continued from last post..

im motivated by serene yow to continue n finish my entry as fast as possible!! LOL.

adriel is sleeping now, so i got time to play compputer!!! i hope he sleep longer den i can play awhile more.

i miss e times when i was pregnant leh... i can sleep 12-14hrs straight. play com no matter wad time i wan. eat n eat but heck care e accumulated fats in my body. den also ppl see pregnant lady normally will give way de.

anyway, im Very very VERY VERY angry over an incident which happened at Eunos MRT. one fine day, i was carrying adriel in my carrier and pushing a pram going to take MRT. i push e pram to e wheelchair/pram gantry n saw an red colour 'X'. (unless u are some rich ppl who dun take public transport, if not u would probably know wad im talking bout)
den e SMRT officer press a button in order to let me pass.

just when i was about to tap my card(imagine e distance between e machine n my card was about 20 cm away), a STUPID AUNTIE just tap her card and expect me to let her pass. i LL la got to make way for her. then, TO MY HORROR, everyone just continue behind her!! i was standing there n they just pass by me one by one. FYI, NO ONE STOP TO LET ME PASS OK!! I WAS CARRYING A BABY AND PUSHING A PRAM!!! PUI!

i waited for about few minutes to let everyone pass den i could enter. WTF. IM SO DAMN DISGUSTED BY THOSE UGLY COMMUTERS. YUCKS. PUUI. too bad i dun have anymore empty hands to take picture of them!!!

i think i will be out in e workforce once adriel turns 2yr old. sigh. i scared by e time i cant bear to leave him with childcare leh. LOL.

adriel learns how to flip liao. fast huh. n according to doctor, he is teething le. maybe another 2wks to 1 mnth time den i can see his tooth liao.

i think i need to go on a diet to shed off all my extra fats.

shall stop here, got to feed milk milk le!!

im back!

YONG LI NA IS BACK!!!!

my last post is almost 2 months back!! my blog seems to be so lonely. LOL. anyway, my tai zi is having his nap now, lets hope he wun wake up until i type finish.

my adriel is reaching 4 months in one week time. he just recover from v bad cough plus phlegm. sigh. spent a bomb on his medical fees. cos i brought him to a few doctors and tried e tui na. in e end he recovered by eating Dr heng's medicine which is GOOD!! recover in 1 day and fully recovered in 2 days. $32 only can!! compared to PD it is so much cheaper.

after adriel recovered, i fell sick. idiot. spent money see doctor again. KNS.

im now trying to diet to get back my pre-preg weight. i think another 5kg to go. SIANS.


e day when i was sick, my dear prince slept for 12 hrs straight!!! i think he knows mummy is sick, let me sleep. LOL. but only for one day leh.

but nvm, e emperor is v nice to help me with baby so i could rest. hahaha.

adriel wake up lerr!!

*to be continued..

loved adriel*

its been a long long long time since i've update my blog. wake up at 7am to feed adriel. den decide to update le. LOL.

sigh. ive not been feeling good recently. so many prbs n conflicts occured. older generation and younger generation got a huge difference in terms of infant care.

nevertheless i still love my adriel lots lots.

adriel's full month celebration was quite a success. but it is so so so tiring. everything is worth it though. after e chalet celebration still got to go around giving out cakes to close relatives who didnt turn up. spent a bomb on everything!! LOL.

hubby decided to stop using pet pet diapers and switch to full time mamy poko. bcus adriel got a stingy butt!! when using pet pet, after e first or second urine he wA Wa wA.. no choice but to change. strangely, when using mamy poko, he can last for quite sometime. after much calculation we found out that e price is more or less e same. adriel has got a stingy/expensive butt.

im going to rebond my hair soon!!! my hair looks like grass now, cannot tahan man!! i think i will be dyeing my hair also. i dun wan bcum huang lian po. LOL. for ur info, im still v fat now. yet to shed off all my preg gained weight. sad huh.

not much houses to renovate thesedays. so hubby accompany me at home for quite some time le. im so touched by him thesedays. whenever i see him taking care of adriel n playing with him i feel so happy. he is becoming more n more patient.

went out to MSQ n parkway parade yesterday. n due to e temptation by hubby. we bought this.

it swing back n fourth automatically. got music/songs also. ok la. hubby say can keep for number 2 also. LOL!!!!

my labour story

it has been a LONG LONG time since i've update my blog. cos i've been v busy n tired due to my precious adriel!! LOL. anyway. let me post my labour story..


on e 2th of march i admit myself into east shore due to contractions. admitted at around 4plus. was lead to labour ward n strap to CTG monitoring machine. contractions regular but not intense yet. e nurse check dilation for me only 1cm. sigh. this moment i knew i came in too early. but nonetheless i feel that 030308 is a nice date for bb to arrive.
gynae came after i had my dinner at around 7. fish porridge. hubby also went down cafe to have his dinner le. actually suppose to break my waterbag. i was 2cm dilated n decided to put me observation 1st.


i din catch any sleep for e whole night. so gan chiong lehs. how to sleep!! hubby was with me throughout e whole night. i opt for 4 bedded ward. so i actually got a v good deal. LOLS!! i just waited patiently for e sun while e nurses keep coming in to check on me n take my blood pressure.



3rd of march. this is where my nightmare begins.bout 6 plus i was given e liquid to squeeze inside my asshole to clear my bowels. OMG! i feel so uncomfortable can. n i got to keep e liquid in for as long as i can tahan. e nurse say around 5min. i was shivering cos i feel so horrible!!! i think i rush into toilet after 1minute. LOL.around 7 plus gynae came to break my waterbag. i was being put on drip to induce. i saw e needle n nearly fainted!! who say put drip not pain!! my hubby lie to me!! after putting on e drip i dun dare to move my hand n again i was shivering like mad n my face turned pale with my hand holding on to my ahlao as hard as i can. time goes by as i manage with my contractions. i wanted a drug-free labour. i tried using e gas mask with hubby guiding me cos he was a medic before. e feeling like drunk n seh de feeling ah. v funny. hahaha. meanwhile hubby went down to eat and puff in between e waiting time.



when my gynae came i was feeling quite painful lerr. but i try to tahan e pain bah. e time is around 1pm. checked my dilation. still at 2cm!!!! omfg. 7hrs liao!! n i pain for so long. i was so devastated. i broke down in tears n hug on to my hubby. i told him i dun wan c section. he saw me lidat he also v helpless. den he ask me to take pain relief. i still hesitating. den e nurse who attend to me yesterday when i admit in told me to take e thigh injection 1st. cos it can help me relax my muscle so thatmy labour can progress. i heed her advice n took e jab. again is needles!! after e jab i was shivering like hell again. phobia of needles. she told me to take e laughing gas whenever i feel e contractioons. so my i can dilate faster. after e injection i still can feel e contractions. but not that intense le. i still can take a quick nap. until around 4 i feeling e contractions SO PAIN!!!!! i like wan die liao can!!! i feeling e bb pushing his way out liao. den i ask hubby to call for nurse. e nurse check my dilation together with my contractions coming. OMG!!!! E PAIN!!! i shouting like mad when she put her fingers in n dig so hard!! i shouting n screaming at that point of time liao. hubby asked me to take another dose of thigh injection. cos i die die dun wan epidural. oh ya. my dilation was only 4cm!! after e 2nd dose i feel alot better. i depend on e gas mask again. den hubby keep dapping water onto my lips cos i v thirsty n cannot drink any water. so jialat.



gynae reach about 5plus if i remember correctly. cos i was too exhausted liao. check dilation. again 4cm. he v encouraging. say that i will give birth soon cos bb head is v v low liao. just that my cervix haven fully dilated. he went out n i continue with my waiting game. i already v drowsy using e laughing gas lerr. not sure of e surrounding. i remember not long after i shouting n say bb is coming out liao. den ask hubby to get me e young nurse. cos she check not that pain. i feel got somthing drilling his way down. e nurse came in n check i was shouting n screaming like nobody business. was 7cm dilated. after she check e pain is UNBEARABLE!! i feel all e muscle was pushing e bb out n my bb also drilling his way out. i scream as loud as i can n i remember i took off e laughin gas n shout "BABY COMING OUT LIAO!!". den e fcking old nurse say bb not so easy come out de. kns. hubby put e laughin gas onto me tightly. n i breathing it for 10-15mins without taking out. at this point of time i was knocked out. hubby told me i fan bai yan liao. means my eye only can see white white liao.



den sudd i got e urge to shit. i shout n scream again. den out of a sudden my gynae came in. i heard him asking if i need vacuum to suck bb out cos scared i no energy lerr. i shook my head vigourously. i will push no matter how hard it is. after that i heard voices saying i can start to push le. i so happy can!! i push n push. within fewpushes adriel is out!! i feel like a gush of thing spurt out from below. den they put bb onto my body as soon as he was taken out. e nurse announced e time 7plus. i shocked can!! i thought it is still evening. i think i was abit unconscious cos of e laughing gas. e feeling so great!! finally its over. gynae den deliver my placenta. i did not see it though. was told by hubby that placenta look v gross. i felt a needle poke my below. i suppose im being stitch up. i did not feel any pain despite e phobia i had for needles.imagine e extreme of labour pain!! nearly kill me can. i slept straight after i was being clean up. n hubby went down to look for my sis n mum n his family.



after awhile i was being pushed to my ward. v sad hubby cannot stay cos alr 9 liao. i got to stay in bed for 6 hrs before i can get down. hubby say he v heartpain when see me in such pain. even if got to emergency c section he also dun mind. LOL. i cried when i was in my ward with all e lights off cos i wish hubby is with me leh. i got v traumatised by e labour pain. i so missed my hubby at that time. i think nxt child i definitely opt for single bed with hubby staying over. anyway that sums up my labour story. i go zZzz liao. type these from 3am-4am. adriel is going to wake up anytime for his milk. i got to take a nap 1st.


one day old*

he grows!!

he smile!

YAHHOOO

YAHOOOOO....

so damn damn bored lehs! 2.47am n my eyes cant seem to shut. been a week since i've update my blog. so lazy!!

i watched 2 movies during e week. ah long PTE LTD and L. ahlong pte ltd was a super funny show. me and hubby laugh till ki siao can! hahaha. we went to tampines to watch. n they got this 'why pay more' combo. 2tickets during weekend +one large popcorn+one large drink only for $23!! e large popcorn combo supposed to be 8 or 9 dollars i think. so we just have to buy another nachos n can go in cinema liao. LOL!! great savings. anyway. golden village has got this membership thing which u can apply online. fast and easy. its FOC and got many many discounts etc. if u are a movie fanatic should apply. i think one of them is e tuesday special. e movie ticket at only 6.50. can go to their webbie and apply ya.

went out with e girls on tuesday. meet serene at bugis and we watched L. okie la. not bad e show. i guess there will be another part coming out. but L dun have e handsome guy in death note 1 and 2 lehs. after that meet all of them den went to eat la mian. NICE NICE!! i think it has been a long time since we meet up lehs. cos we simply talk n talk non stop. were laughing n chatting merrily inside e restuarant. walk around bugis after that but seems like we were not shopping. more like talking while walking. LOL!! so decided to sit down at starbucks n chat till shiok shiok. too many things to chat liao la. nv-ending conversations!! xians might me getting me a sterilizer. so happy!! if not my ahlao confirm dun let me buy. boo!

today morning my ahma came. pass me some bb clothes. n bought food for me n sis. but i was still lying on bed. LOL! cos i got appt with gynae in e afternoon lehs. so tired. went to gynae n told him my mucus plug came off. but he say if got blood den admit hospital. just routine checkup and ask me to wait for signal. sian la! wait till when?!! v sian lehs. my backache can kill me! summore its difficult to walk. walk too long everywhere also pain. everytime irregular contractions. sigh. making me nervous like siao. i shit like 3-5 times a day!! everytime i eat i shit. wtf. dunno wad's happening to my intestines.

just finish washing n hanging clothes. backache got worse again. ARGHHH.

oh ya. i saw this china woman in e clinic today. from e way she dress i suppose she is one of those bi*ch who goes around seducing old man and breaking up ppl's family. she was accompanied by her fren who belong to e same species as her. i saw her giving her urine for checks n she looks abit anxious. while she wait for her results. there was this conversation between her fren and a staff. lets name her fren chinaB

chinaB: 你们这里有没有避孕药？

staff: 有啊。你须要跟医生拿。(she quote e price. but i cant remember how much)

chinaB: 那我可以拿几粒吃吗？

(e staff was abit blur by her meaning.)

chinaB: 吃一粒就一个月不会来月经，对吧？

staff：这种药要每天吃的。

chinaB: 每天吃？？？

apparently, e staff ignore her n continue doing her things. WTF! so stupid can this woman be?!! she goes fcking around with guys n dont even noe how a basic contraceptive method works?? omg. eat a pill and stop ovulation for a month?!! she is too naive. i think she cant eat everyday cos she afraid that those men would not like it. n e other china woman who is waiting for her result. i think she going for abortion. cos i overheard e staff telling her not to eat from a particular time. den quote her a price. n ask her to come down nxt day morning. i look at her tummy and i feel so disgusted. this child was probably innocent. they fck around without using and birth control methods?? when an accident occur and they abort it. KNN!! so many ppl out dere are trying so hard for a bb while these kind of ppl treat abortion as playing. i think singapore men should wake up earlier. giving hard-earned money to these kind of bitch just to satisfy ur dick. and ur poor wife at home is suffering like hell. sigh.

finally my eyes are tired. going to sleep. goodnite!

fcking lil boy

HII!!!

im sooooo bored right now!!!!! lazy to update for past few days.

went to bedok inter yesterday with hubby to eat. den shop around sheng siong and ntuc for awhile. also bought antiseptic cream for wounds and lots of those big plasters. this is for my dear hubby. cos he injured himself at work!! for 2 days summore. he came back limping one day n i was so shock to see his leg bleeding. e leg was swollen and he felt pain when he walk. actually wanted to get some bandages from pharmacy but our hse here dun have ahs. in e end decided to go clinic and get his wound clean up. doctor wanted to stitch e wound up initially. but he rejected. so just bandage n got a vaccination. wad puo shang fong thing la. total cost $81!! scary.. but e swelling really got better la. so quite worth it.

fri i went to clinic for gynae's appt. did not do any ultrasound scanning. just check e heartbeat and my blood pressure. to make sure everything's alright. bb head is engage. just got to wait for his signal. gynae said i m in my 37weeks. so i suppose my EDD will be on 14march. got to wait n wait.

will be meeting my sistas for an outing nxt week!!! so long since i've seen them lehs. hahaha. dunno they miss me nots! LOL!! i think they will get a shock if they see my size now. like a giant!! im going to make them puke by showing them my stretchmarks. HAHAHA. anyway. my stretchmarks have faded quite alot liao. not so reddish. i think i inherit from my mama. cos my big sister also got when she pregnant lehs. so it is unavoidable!!

went to eat seng kee just now. v nice!!!! i drank coconut. heard that it is good to drink once a week when near ur due date. so bb will come out cleaner. i hope it does. cos previous time i drink i kena leg cramp at night until i nearly cry. LOL. was asking hubby wad if sudd one night i wake him up n tell him my waterbag burst. will he heck care me n sleep back. LOL. he was dumbfounded. cos he is those kind of ppl who doesnt noe what he is doing during his sleep n i m not suprise if he heck care me even there is any emergencies. but he is indeed v anxious about e bb. everytime i got cramps or contractions den he will say. yan shen liao huh. hmmph. he work v hard for e sake of me n bb. he insist on going to work even though he was limping with a swollen leg. so proud of him eh!! hahaha.

ok. there was this person who pissed me off in e middle of e night. shall not reveal his name over here. he initiate a chat in msn on particular night. i cant remember e exact words in e conversation but will try to get e meaning. shall name e guy A.

A: hi. is that u in ur display pic?

ME: hihi. ya. its me.

A: u got married le?? so sudden?!

ME: ya. i got married liao. my bb will be coming out nxt month.

A: no formal dinner?

ME: nopes. i was 6months by e time i got rom. so cant possibly rush through.

A: oh.. shotgun marriage?

ME: ya. shotgun.

A: how old is ur husband?

ME: 24 this yr.

A: i ask u something but its quite rude.

A: y nv abort?

ME: wad for i abort if my guy is willing to bear full responsibilty for my bb. moreover he can support us.

shall stop here cos it was quite a short conversation. but it makes my blood boil u noe!! WTF. yah. i shotgun. WHAT SO BIG DEAL HUH! did i step on ur fcking tail!! KNN. okie. e question "y nv abort?" OMG! wad kind of human is this!! fancy asking ppl this kind of immoral question!! its ok to be rude. but! it is not only rude. but just show how dumb can this guy be. he shouldnt be labelled as a guy. i should call him a little boy. ok. this lil boy here share e same age as me. n i feel he is far too childish. even my sistas support me ok!!! they encouraged me to keep my bb when i found out i was pregnant. n they are also born in 1990 ok!! e lil boy should slap himself n bang e wall. so many ppl are trying so hard to conceive and here u are asking ppl why nv terminate e pregnancy. i was so disgusted by his words. show how immature and heartless u are. i dun mind if this lil boy were to chance upon my blog n see all these. i wil be even happier if he noe how dumb he is.

ok. im tired of all e ranting. bedtime!!

BOREDSS

YAHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

i know some of my frens must be bored reading my posts cos all words no pictures at all. im too lazy to upload. maybe tml? LOL. it is 3.36am now. n i cant sleep!!! SI BEH SIAN LEHS!!! whenever i lie down my bb kick n move if not he hiccup non stop. omg. kill me pls. everynite sleep for few hrs den got to go toilet. after that have to toss n turn to sleep again. SAVE ME!!!!

i practically dun feel like going anywhere. my legs pain till can die even though i only walk a short distance. i spent 70% of my time on bed. 20% in e toilet and 10% for other places. imagine how terrible i feel now.

*to be cont...

song changed!

HI ALL!!

changed my blog song liao. e previous song lyrics abit funny. this song v emotional. but nice nice!!

ok. im really freaking freaking bored!!!! stayed at home yesterday. i was lying on bed playing computer for e whole of sunday cos im simply too tired to walk. i dun even feel like walking to kitchen. but my bb keep pressing down my pelvic. causing me to visit e toilet VERY FREQUENTLY. even in e middle of e night i must crawl to my precious toilet. look how noble mothers are!! LOL. i think this month is e most unbearable month throughout my pregnancy. V V V V XIN KU LEHS! i keep having cramps/contractions. my backache is killing me!! summore i got v v jialat de breakouts lehs! i think is due to hormonal changes. i think i wun put my pics up in case ppl get nightmares tonight. or maybe i should take pic of my tummy n show my long-time-nv-see sistas. LOL.

i hope i wun miss ong huiyu's bday. her bday falls on 29march. n my EDD is on 21march. if bb pop out earlier i might be able to sneak out during confinement. will try my best to go but no promises ya!! wahaha.

bb has been moving around in my womb n kicking me. causing my sleepless nights.. sigh. was told that when u pregnant u wan bb to come out. but when bb come out. u feel like putting them back into ur womb again. LOL! quite a true logic i think.

yesterday hubby ask me:

DH: 你去生孩子den谁帮我洗衣服？

ME: 我坐月还要洗衣mehs? 我的也没有人洗lehs

DH: ok lohs. den 拿去楼下(laundry)洗lohs.

ME: .....

if he nv say i also dunno how e clothes going to be wash. my hubby will do hse work BUT he wun wash clothes de. weird huh. mama got to work n i dun expect my lazy sis to hang e clothes. got once i nv do laundry for some time n this is what happen.

*one fine day i saw someone threw all e soiled clothes into e washing machine n wash. i supposed mama did that n i felt glad.
(e washed clothes remained in e washing machine for 2 days!!!)
e clothes smell horrible when i walk near e washing machine.

day three: i saw some clothes were being hang to dry lerr. den i wanted to wash hubby and my clothes n realise inside e washing machine still got clothes lehs!!!! WTF!

i look up and saw all e clothes hanging were mama's clothes. WA LAU! she hang herself de only. SO ANGRY!!!!!

--unbelievable.

my clothes normally wash tgt with hubby de. only few pieces wash with mama n sis. cos they too lazy to hang.

hubby did an experiment before. to test e laziness of sis n mama.

*e shower detergent (palmolive) finish liao. e refill pack we put inside toilet tgt with e empty bottle. hubby wanted to see who will go n pour e refill into e bottle. cos it is always hubby who refill.

2nd day: nth happen.

3rd day: my hubby ask. 你们没有冲凉的啊？mama replied. 有。谁讲没有。hubby ask again: den 你们用什么冲凉？

in e end... found out they use e small bottle of WALCH. which we bring our during swims. WA LAU!! v horrible.

another time got to refill again. my hubby hide e walch n guess wad... they use e bar soap from body shop which we leave dere for donkey years liao. OMG.

hubby was stunned by all e unexpected results from his experiment. LOL

im tired. got to zZZz liao.

byebye at 5.51pm

my blog readers should be thinking im crazy, blogging almost everyday!!!

yes. im indeed crazy n bored. so i shall blog when i cant get to sleep. LOL!! im dead tired today.

yesterday went to loyang to watch e performance. errr.. me n hubby abit dun understand what they performing lehs. e taiwan performers were late cos they were rehearsing for chingay. late for one plus hr lehs!! went home at 12 oclock after e show.

today morning wanted to eat at bedok reservoir market. i miss e kuay chap SO MUCH LEHS!! in e end NV OPEN!! i really fcking suey la. everytime wan eat something confirm dun have de. no choice eat e wantan mee lohs. sigh. went home take a nap and go tampines with hubby, mama and sis. hubby got craving for oyster mee sua after watching a tv programme. went to century square and intend to eat shilin de mee sua. den realise..... NO MORE SHILIN LIAO!! LOL!!! we must be damn suey!! go everywhere also no place to sit. all e restuarant got to queue. SIAN! dunno y nowadays singaporean can manage to dine at restuarant so frequently. rich ppl getting more and more. we all those middle-income families got to think n think before we decide to step into any resturants.

finally bought laundry detergent for baby. bought kodomo de and e softener. smell nice!! those stupid companies y sell so expensive!! kns. even more expensive than adults de. they trying to squeeze money from us cos they feel that we cannot do without it bahs. just like maternity clothes. si beh expensive also!! having a child in singapore is not that easy as what gvt says. i think they should revise e baby bonus. wanted to get a bb bathtub. selling at 26.90 ah. still hesitating whether to get it not. east shore will give one i think. but hubby wan those which can let baby lie down de. got to search for bathtub again.

im super super tired now!! i just washed n hang two rounds of laundry. all thanks to my lazy mama n sister who always DUN WASH CLOTHES. hubby de clothes of cos i got to wash ah. he is my boss lehs. HAHA! after that i packed my hospital bag to prepare for any emergency. den wash baby clothes, mittens, booties, towel etc etc.. got to bring out to suntan tml. poor me, pregnant still got to do so many hse work. cos my mama n sis are lazy worms.

DEATH NOTE MARATHON ARRIVE LIAO!!!!! got 2 showing dates. 3 session in total. will be held at gv grand and gv plaza. OMG! i wan to watch lehs!! is actually showing death note 1, 2 and e upcoming one. guess how much e ticket... $29 per PAIR!! PAIR OKIE! free flow of popcorn n soft drink!! OMG!! i wan i wan! anyone wans to know e details can visit gv webbie to c ah. so tempting. i knew hubby wun allow me to go cos of my anytime-labour and doctor's advise. i try to ask though. in e end kena disppointment. SIAN. if not i will call serene to go n watch with me. if i were to watch with hubby. for sure he will sleep inside. sigh. there goes my death note marathon.

im hungry!! off to eat supper!!

bye bye at 2.35am

in labour anytime

i can be in labour ANYTIME!!

according to gynae, im about 36 weeks now. n can go into labour anytime. but from wad i know i got to be 37weeks den consider fullterm lehs. nvm. i think it will be time soon. bb's weight is 2.4kg. pretty small but gynae say a good weight for natural birth!! wahaha. did my scan today n saw bb! LOL. estimated weight during birth is bout 2.8-2.9kg. quite small bb. it has been 2weeks since mylast appt and i maintain my weight lehs!!! nv even gain 0.1kg. WAHAHA. lucky gynae say bb is healthy if not i will be v guilty. was asked to have more rest and not roam around too much. gynae emphasize on at least 10movements felt per day, if not got to see him immediately. nxt appt will be 1 week later.

everybody is sleeping right now. mama sis and hubby. im e only one awake. only 7.38pm lehs!! will be going LYTPK later.

hubby ORDERED me to take cab to and fro e clinic. but i bluff him!! hahaha. waste money ah take cab. mrt walk awhile jiu reach liao. 2 stops only. he came back n found out that i bluff him bcus he saw e beancurd i bought at mr bean. LOL!! he getting smarter and smarter liao. cos if i take cab i wun possibly walk to mrt station to get a beancurd. smart ass.

okie. go rest liao. come back den blog again. BORED!

updates

update again!!!

cos im simply too boredddd... oh yah. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

woke up afternoon today n eat one packet of rice+ one chicken burger+half bowl of desert. LOL! i really eat alot. cos some people thought i have been starving my bb inside my tummy. hahaha. sometimes i only eat one or two meals nia. no appetite. but sometimes i can eat a cow. strange huh.

today vday but mama hubby n me went to temple. kena cheat by mama lehs. ba jia jiang tml den perform. for ur information 八家将 performers came from taiwan and it isnt easy to watch their performance. that's y hubby so eager to watch it. will be going down to temple again tml night. actually wanted to wait for 11pm to pray to tian gong(ti gong) but mama say she wan to zzZz liao. so we left e temple around 10.

decided to go seng kee to eat mee sua. cab down but but but NV OPEN! wa lau. e boss really rich ah. close for so long. confirm earn big bucks last yr. no choice but to head home le. in e end LL go downstairs eat zhi char. den saw ahda and dan. ahda was asking y hubby so long nv go sit sit. LOL. hubby too busy liao ah. busy working n earning money for new family member.

tml got clinic appointment. at 2.30pm. will be going alone cos hubby working. sobsob. got to put deposit for my delivery liao. $$$ again. i think i gained alot of weight ah cos my tummy balloon till v big wors. summore my legs swollen until like pig trotters lidat. shall update my pics up soon.

i keep shitting n shitting. dunno wtf i eat man. or maybe eat too much. den shit also alot. LOL!! enough of nonsense. i saw this in forum n found v nice quotes.

TRUST

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation. A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered,"You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? "Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

"Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One"

" Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away "


v nice quotes ya. these are copied from a forum. i like e one on millionaire de. okie. got to go zZzz le. goodnite!

bored.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

it is 12.30am le. those couples must be outside romantic romantic liao. if not guys will be planning for suprises tml. LOL. after considering for some time. me n hubby decide to save e present money and get things for bb instead. hahaha!! actually i want to get a wallet for him but but but... i cannot go out without him. nvm. will save e money and buy bb items. got money every day also vday la.

anyway. mama, hubby, me and sis went to zhen fa steamboat to eat today. lucky nv go marina south again cos there all close liao. for ur information. zhenfa is located at novena liao. just opposite e catholic church. price is $18.90 nett for adults. not e usual $12 le. but they have sushi bar, salad and dessert bar. renovation is quite good and they play country/classic songs which is VERY NICE!!! as usual, they have live prawns and crabs. it is much more hygenic than what it was in marina south. no rats no cockroaches etc etc... but they dun provide e hot plate for bbq liao. they have a small area where u can bring ur meat crabs or prawns to bbq over e charcoal. i feel is better cos u dun smell of bbq when u go home. LOL. there are chef over there to fry vege or meat for u de. also got satay. e feeling like pariss buffet lidat, but not so classy la.

overall e environment is quite nice. but e drinks v expensive. $2 for coke and sprite. $2.20 for ice lemon tea. mineral water $1.5o. place not as big as MS. ingredients not so much like last time. but they got more variety of meat. v worth e money unless u are a small eater!! we went home with a v v v v full stomach. LOL!!!

tml got to go temple with mama. hubby want to watch e ba jia jiang from taiwan.

im so freaking bored right now. hubby zZZz liao. my eyes still like goldfish lidat. sigh. sleep early also not good. later tml wake up too early v sian. lucky i got my blog to kill time ah. hubby dun approve of me getting a steriliser. he say waste money!! !!%^&@#$#%$ it will be more convenient for me sterilising bottles and pump ma. but he say use traditional method jiu can liao. dot dot dot. i think i got to tell him "technology makes our life simpler". we got to make full use of technology. yeah, shall tell him tml.

was wondering how shall my bb full month celebration be held. was supposed to hold a banquet but according to my traditional mama. guan yin ma say cannot hold too grand. mama suggested a chalet. but but but. v v troublesome lehs. i now already v tired from all e backaches liao. after giving birth got to take care of bb even worse. i told hubby if i too tired to plan i will go without e chalet. organising a chalet isnt as easy as abc. so much effort.

e last time hubby club is 6 months ago. if he nv say i also nv realise. LOL. for me i think bout 7-8 months ago. i was around 7weeks pregnant when i last step into MOS. dunno y last time we can spend so much money one night just to get ourselves drunk like fck and hangover e nxt day. i think unless im super rich i wun spend so much to club lerr. or maybe drink lesser? LOL. im glad i have a damn cao lao face which allows me to enter zouk anytime without any difficulties. leaving me with no regrets now. wahaha.

i wanted to wash bb clothes and prepare my hospital bag today. den found out i left out e bb laundry detergent. how blur can i get.

im trying to think of things to blog cos im really super duper bored right now.

i got so many pics to post but im too lazy to do so. even my rom pics i haven resize and put up yet. LOL. im a lazy lazy worm. tml got to wash hubby clothes lerr. got so many things not yet done. so sian!!!

oh ya. dear butter matured lerr!! we dun have to tie her up when we go out liao. cos she wun do funny things even if she is alone!! claps claps. so proud of her!!

my stretchmarks is so damn fcking itchy. cannot tahan man!! sigh. everytime i see my stretchmarks i feel so upset. it is really DAMN DAMN UGLY!! i walked like a penguin now n mama say that i look like 70yr old ahma walking. i hate to climb stairs n walk long distance now. cos my speed is like a tortoise. but but but. these few days got so many things to do. after 2 more weeks i think i will be at home most of e time to wait for bb arrival.

BEDTIME! =)

update

*continued from previous post.

did not go suntec cos too lazy liao. LOL. hubby brought me to kaki bukit de baby's hyperstore instead. nothing much lehs.e price more or less same as department stores. wasted my trip down.

i just woke up from my beauty sleep. so damn fcking tired. hubby is still sleeping lehs and im so damn freaking hungry. dunno he will wake up or will sleep until tml. zzZZz.

vday is on thurs! i kept thinkin is fri. which means i din get any present for hubby liao. im not suppose to go out alone how to buy. even if buy also use his money, makes no diff. LOL. although me n hubby tgt only for 1.5yrs. but seems that our relationship matured very quickly. think maybe is bcus we living tgt for so long lerr, makes us feel like lao fu lao qi. HAHA. no more hong hong lie lie de ai qing. but just stable and on-going love. hong hong lie lie is too tedious for me, what i need is a peaceful love. wahaha.

spent so much money buying bb stuff and setting aside money for delivery. poor hubby got to slog like hell again after cny. its okie for us to save and scrimp cos we want the best for our bb!! i nv thought that i would actually compare prices like 40yrs old auntie, even mama nv do that. i understand why some mothers would eat e fish bones and give all e meat to their kids. it's mother/human nature which cannot be explain.

thinking back e time where i realise i was pregnant, i felt so foolish. abortion is one of my choice cos i was still studying/working. i backed out at e very last minute. im really glad i did not take any step further, if not will regret like hell now. in e end got to give up my job(which im v happy to do so) and my studies. e initial period was so horrible. i think i nearly got depression. LOL. due to my hormonal changes, i always hu si luan xiang. causing arguement between me n hubby. i also got to bear with e harsh comments which ppl give and those yan shen they give. perhaps i can ignore sometimes, but most of e times i dun feel good. i have to admit it wasn't easy to walk through that stage, u got to have lots of encouragement from ur family and husband. anyway. now i can close both eyes and ears when ppl talk bout me. IT IS OKIE!! u can say whatever pleases u. i dun give a damn shit. because im more excited to c my bb more than anything else!! i think i should write a book on young mamas. LOL!

serene yow's fav idol edison got himself into deep shit. naked photos burn into a disc are selling hot in china. i feel so sad for e gers. some gals strip and they earn loads and loads of money. eg. tang wei. or actresses who shoot nude album and filmed x-rated shows. they would have been well paid. but gillian and other gals now become 'cheapskate' stars. maybe they should use their brains and think before they allow anyone to take all these pics. maybe u can say celebraties are human beings. but they are also considered as public images. whatever they do they got to think of e consequences. saw e papers today which make me sympathise for cecilia. she was crying and papers state that she beg nicholas tse not to divorce her. though i dun like her but her face really look sad..

okie. im so damn hungry now. got to dig for food liao. byebye!

hihi

im rotting at home waiting for e playpen and mattress to arrive.. so bored!!! im suppose to go suntec and change e helicopter for hubby. but got to wait for e delivery to arrive 1st. ARGHHH..

me n hubby went to suntec yesterday. dunno how many times i've been going there. my plan was to eat e teochew porridge buffet at joaquim. i thought they closes at 4+ den reach dere found out they close at 3!!!!!!! KNS! i wanted to eat e buffet so much!!! e buffet lunch is from 11-3pm nia. im looking for ppl to go eat with me. $9.90 nett. mon-fri.

i officially got rid of my la pi xiao xin eyebrow without spending a cent. hubby plucked for me!!! LOL! suprisingly, he did a v good job.

playpen arrive liao. i got to go out le. come back n update later! =)

hiya

WEEEEE!!!!!!!! its CNY!

no more angbao for me liao.. sob sob. these few days cny quite bored ah. spend few days going to temple to pray pray. i dunno how many donkey years nv go bai nian liao. waiting for nxt year to go malaysia during cny lehs. hubby say there got fire cracker all that, not like singapore si beh sian.

me n hubby went to bugis to pray guan yin ma. it was very crowded even though today already chu san liao. after that went to pass huiyu angbao since im passing by there. she is forever so busy. LOL. i bought a pair of maternity pants and a pair of bedroom slipper for my confinement. hubby finally got a helicopter(remote control type) for himself after hesitating for a year. LOL. i still think it is not practical but since he like it den let him buy ba. wahaha. me n hubby meet mama and sis at marina bay and intend to go eat steamboat. when we were about to board bus 400, e uncle say steamboat nv open!!!!! WTF. i go all e way to marina bay den tell me dun have. so dulan. in e end went to geylang eat frog leg porridge and niu rou hor fun. i wanted to eat dou hua nxt door de but they shifted to lor 27 i think. another disappointment.

i finally got my avent pump!!! i spent dunno how much in John Little MSQ. got avent teats and bb shampoo and some bb clothes and stuff. after much research and comments from experience mamas. i got playpen instead of bb cot. got them at JL with e mattress at 28% discount. V WORTH IT! LOL. i got some nursing and maternity lingerie at women's secret also. v v comfortable. wahaha.

my stretchmark is horrendous!!! omfg. whenever i look into e mirror i feel like vomiting. my horrible stretchmarks, my pig trotters, my ball face and my ugly hair. my whole figure go haywire. that day saw my long-time-no-see de ahma and family. they commented that me n my sis King Size. MY HEART BLEED IMMEDIATELY!! so sad upon hearing e comments. i wasnt lidat in e past u noe!!! i was wearing size S or M de. not XL!! sigh. i swear i will diet n diet until i get to my pre-pregnancy weight.

i m leaking colustrum liao. abit gao wei sometimes. also experiencing false labour contractions. i abit scared lehs. cos my due date on 21march. got bout one mnth plus to go. cannot deliver now, bb consider premature liao. my tummy gets tighten very frequently and bb movement not as much as before le. going to put e deposit this friday at e clinic. e nurse also scared i anytime emergency wan give birth ah. so better put deposit 1st. got to pack my hospital bag soon and get bb stuff ready le. so excited!!

tml going to LYTPK to bai tai sui. i cannot pray cos i preggie. hubby got to pray. i think will be going JL to buy some bb stuff cos hubby going to resume work soon since im not suppose to go out without him(mama's instruction). should be visiting chun dao he pan tml nite. not sure but c how it goes!

i think i should post more to update my sistas and frens viewing my blog. cos i noe i seldom on my phone cos i lazy to charge. LOL. its 2.45am. BEDTIME. goodnite!

wahaha

time flies! 2 weeks since i update my blog. wahaha.

hubby has officially started his 'annual leave'. so we have been slacking around everyday. we went to john little sale and bought new bedsheet and quilt for CNY. we went during weekend but guess wad? there was no crowd!! maybe there was not much advertisement done. but e price was higher as compared to e previous mega sale, so i din buy much things.

dh brought me to tampines mall to watch The House. i kpkb v long and at last he allow me to watch horror movie!! he got those ahma thinking that pregnant cannot watch horror shows. it was a typical ghost show though. i think i only enjoy my popcorn and nachos throughout e show. after that went to eat roti prata at geylang serai although we just ate ding tai feng before e movie. good appetite huh.

mama hubby and me went to chinatown after getting haircut at bedok res. e hairstylist thought i give birth liao. she ask me y nv bring bb down den my sister was like huh? bb is in her tummy. LOL. she say bb hide until v good thats y cant really c ah. saw huiyu mum and she commented e same thing also. enen zhang da alot liao!! i remember last time huiyu n i love to disturb her and make her fake cry. time flies man. hubby say enen v pretty lehs. i knew he wanted a ger ger. but too bad, his Y sperm swim faster. LOL!! chinatown was very packed. i cling on to hubby so that no one will push me. hahaha. ate at chang cheng porridge store and bought some CNY goodies.

went to e doctor on 1st feb. something happen and scare e shit out of me. upon reaching e clinic, i pass my appointment card to the nurse. i was given a strip of paper to urine on. after getting e strip done, i pass it back to e nurse. and den she "aiyo". i was thinking 'siao liao la. dunno wtf happen'. i went back to my seat and told hubby wad happen. he say i think too much. 'DING' its my turn liao. i went in to e doctor's room and this is our conversation.

DOC: hi, how are you? everything alright?

Me: ya. everything's alright.

DOC: lina, do you have any family members who have any diabetic history?

Me: huh? dun have lehs. (i thinking wtf, this time jialat liao)

DOC: cos i found out that ur urine is very sweet and might have ants inside.

Me: (ANTS? die liao)

DOC: did u eat anything sweet today?

Me: GOT!! i drank one packet of very sweet soyabean drink(tow hua zui)

DOC: i will need to do a blood test for sugar level for u.

Me: HUH? blood test ah! (i turn over n look at hubby, i v restless liao)

Hubby: bu tong de la. yi xia zi er yi.

DOC:(preparing all e stuff and i saw a needle!!!!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!! den he *prick* and squeeze my blood and drip onto e small machine.)

Me:(cursing and swearing inside @#!$%$%@)

i blur for a moment and was thinking what if results came out and i got diabeties? i freak out liao.

DOC: sugar level is normal and u have no diabeties. maybe is e drink u took in e morning.

can u imagine e horror i was going through?!! damn fcking scary la. after that doc just check bb's heartbeat and my blood pressure. he saw my stretchmarks and offer me his clinic de stretchmark cream. since hubby is there to pay so i just take lohs. LOL. who knows e cream cost around $50!!! palmer's de cream only 20+ and mothercare de $18 nia. nvm. if this can get rid of my disgusting stretchmarks i dun mind paying twice e amt.

e time is 4:27am. i cant sleep lehs!! sigh. just went to ikea yesterday with mama n hubby. mama also go sheng siong to buy some stuff for CNY. there was this very kind hearted lady at the ikea restuarant. while we were standing around looking for ppl who are going to finish their food, this lady signal me over to her place. she with her husband and her kids who was about to finish their food. she ask me to take a seat beside her first since they are going to leave soon. bcus im pregnant!!! so good for being pregnant lehs. LOL! and we got a table shortly after we arrive at e restuarant. all thanks to my bb. LOL.

doctor ask me to rest more and avoid standing or walking too much. but i have been going all around singapore these few days. hahaha. cus i hope i will have a short and sweet labour. i dun wan to push until bin chair chair and bb still dun wan come out. lol.

a few more days to CNY!! i haven pluck eyebrow yet. i look like la pi xiao xin now. e fcking thick eyebrow which make me look like a guy. i think will be going to orchard to pluck tml. have to walk with my swollen legs again. sian.

ok im going to zzZZz liao. goodnite!

oops.

oops. it has been more than a month since i update my blog. too lazy to type. this is going to be a lengthy post ya. LOL.

me EDD change to 21march liao. so im considered 8 months pregnant. THAT'S FAST!! suddenly from 6 weeks to 8 months. woohoo. if u ever bump onto me on e street, u will see my bulging tummy, my swollen legs and my round round face. i've gain 1 kg in one month which is v GOOD!! compared to 6kg a month. put on too much weight later hard to shed wors. gynae say bb isnt too big yet. appointment has change to 2week once. which means got to spend more money on checkups. SIGH. gynae asked me to have more rest. dun stress myself too much. so i have been sleeping more than 12 hrs everyday.

i miss 2nd trimester period. where i got lotsa energy and i look more radiant. third trimester is horrible!! stretchmarks appearing!!! omg. my big hips, swollen legs and BACKACHES! women are brave creatures. imagine we suffered through morning sickness and 10 months of hormonal changes. N LABOUR PAINS! oh ya. my dear serene yow showed me e video on birthing. until today, i still cant forget e scene where e doctor CUT e vagina. in medical terms it is called epistomy. OMG! i really dread being cut. sigh.

money money. everything now need $$$. hubby's burden getting heavier n heavier liao. have to prepare 1-2k for delivery. buy bb cot and bb items need around 1k. bb full month also need money. my checkup also $$$. i eat also $$$. confinement herbs also need $$$. summore im not working le. got to save n save. not like last time can shop like nobody business. anyway, it is worth it when i feel bb kicks inside me. so if anyone wan those free and easy lifestyle i reckon u to use safety precautions. LOL.

these few days went out to shop abit for cny clothes. i going to get a few piece only. cos it will only last me for a month. bought 2 tops at theyme maternity. nxt post den upload e pics. bought some avent bottles also. got to prepare for bb arrival!! im going to invest in a pair of comfy slipper. slip resistant de. cos i nearly slip n fall at suntec which frightens me.

went to visit my dear ONG HUIYU that day. she is still as busy as before. LOL. n congrats to her!! i still remember during sec scl days. we girls walk through so much relationship prbs. we grow as we fall. until today we strive out like young adults. each and everyone of us have their own aims to achieve. the road is still long, n i hope all of us will be happy!

i was lying on bed and thinking about my secondary scl time where we buy bread n milo in e morning, we skip class etc etc. my aim at that time was to work and have lots n lots of money. i wanted to get married around 20+.however life is full of changes, we cant predict what will happen tml. i shotgun at e age of 17. but i feel that im happier than those times where i was slogging at work and spending money like there is no tomorrow. hubby and my income in e past add up to 4k a month. but we aint as happy as now despite e reduce in income. we can barely make ends meet due to e amt of money we have to prepare for our new family member. but he dotes on me more than last time. maybe one day u would wan to sit down n think which kind of life u will feel happier with. nothing is perfect in this world. if u wan something u will have to sacrifice another.

right now i just wan to be a good mother and nuture my child. studies wise i will push further. this is not e best choice but i believe money is not as impt as family.

okie. enough of those sentimental thoughts. butter has a smelly ass which is so unbearable. there is some liquid coming out also. EEEK. after checking on e internet. we found out that this is v common for dogs esp small breed. it is call anal sac or smth lidat. we just have to push e liquid out of his ass by using our fingers to massage e area just below his ass. this was done by my brave hubby who nearly vomited. e liquid is really fcking smelly. it can be e smelliest thing on earth which i ever smell.

will be going down pasar malam n walk walk later. nxt appt is 1feb!! can't wait to see my bb!!