update

*continued from previous post.

did not go suntec cos too lazy liao. LOL. hubby brought me to kaki bukit de baby's hyperstore instead. nothing much lehs.e price more or less same as department stores. wasted my trip down.

i just woke up from my beauty sleep. so damn fcking tired. hubby is still sleeping lehs and im so damn freaking hungry. dunno he will wake up or will sleep until tml. zzZZz.

vday is on thurs! i kept thinkin is fri. which means i din get any present for hubby liao. im not suppose to go out alone how to buy. even if buy also use his money, makes no diff. LOL. although me n hubby tgt only for 1.5yrs. but seems that our relationship matured very quickly. think maybe is bcus we living tgt for so long lerr, makes us feel like lao fu lao qi. HAHA. no more hong hong lie lie de ai qing. but just stable and on-going love. hong hong lie lie is too tedious for me, what i need is a peaceful love. wahaha.

spent so much money buying bb stuff and setting aside money for delivery. poor hubby got to slog like hell again after cny. its okie for us to save and scrimp cos we want the best for our bb!! i nv thought that i would actually compare prices like 40yrs old auntie, even mama nv do that. i understand why some mothers would eat e fish bones and give all e meat to their kids. it's mother/human nature which cannot be explain.

thinking back e time where i realise i was pregnant, i felt so foolish. abortion is one of my choice cos i was still studying/working. i backed out at e very last minute. im really glad i did not take any step further, if not will regret like hell now. in e end got to give up my job(which im v happy to do so) and my studies. e initial period was so horrible. i think i nearly got depression. LOL. due to my hormonal changes, i always hu si luan xiang. causing arguement between me n hubby. i also got to bear with e harsh comments which ppl give and those yan shen they give. perhaps i can ignore sometimes, but most of e times i dun feel good. i have to admit it wasn't easy to walk through that stage, u got to have lots of encouragement from ur family and husband. anyway. now i can close both eyes and ears when ppl talk bout me. IT IS OKIE!! u can say whatever pleases u. i dun give a damn shit. because im more excited to c my bb more than anything else!! i think i should write a book on young mamas. LOL!

serene yow's fav idol edison got himself into deep shit. naked photos burn into a disc are selling hot in china. i feel so sad for e gers. some gals strip and they earn loads and loads of money. eg. tang wei. or actresses who shoot nude album and filmed x-rated shows. they would have been well paid. but gillian and other gals now become 'cheapskate' stars. maybe they should use their brains and think before they allow anyone to take all these pics. maybe u can say celebraties are human beings. but they are also considered as public images. whatever they do they got to think of e consequences. saw e papers today which make me sympathise for cecilia. she was crying and papers state that she beg nicholas tse not to divorce her. though i dun like her but her face really look sad..

okie. im so damn hungry now. got to dig for food liao. byebye!